MY ORGY OF GOODNESS

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 00:34:20 GMT

the past week has fucking sucked..

i RUIN everything i fall in love with....:-/
i failed my PT test..so i dont know if im going to be able to make it before feb2......HORSESHIT

leah there are no words on how i feel right now...i killed what we had.....i understand that. i hope i can talk to you before i deploy. really when and if i come home in FEB...
i had sex with 1 girl when i was home thas all. i didnt mean to hurt you.. and munson was right
if i really did have sex with "4" people i think i woulda told him and well....i never said ne thing about that

if you see and or read this can u please call me? thas only if you want...<3 i got the heart tattoo for you..............

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 06:19:27 GMT

alright kids.......ive been home since dec.19th
i go back to the real world(army life) 2ish days.....what the shit

i hate it but i love it...ya know...im a whiner...

things that happend.......

leah finally confessed her love to me and i to her<3
i met her awasome friends and she met ryan and jason...
i saw alot of old friends and made alot of new ones...
i got a new tattoo....

thas all!! what the fuck

im done

if you dont talk to me before he 3rd

know i love you all:)

ill see you all again if everything goes to plan..on the 2nd of feb:)

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 19:37:33 GMT

so ive been in the army for about 4 months...... its been an amazing expierence so far. im home for xmas which means FUN FUN FUN!!... yup

call my cell and we can hang out
603-289-1239
or i will throw hand granades at you(im quailified)

ethan got into a car accident

slid off the road and hit a tree..hes fine tho!!! which is all that matters
just broker a leg

so i get to drive the gallant for a c0uple days!! HOOAH!!

k bye

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 17:03:48 GMT

so its this day today.... i just got done a 4 day weekend of doing nothing...BOARINg..i come home very soon for xmas. wicked excited.
i have my cell with me so if u wanted to call me

call after like 6<3

k bye

LMJ<3

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 19:16:09 GMT

Pvt. Tessier
C.Co
187 Od Btn
Class 208 bravo
Ft. Jackson 29207

MY ADDRESS FUCKING DO SLUTS!

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 18:55:03 GMT

right now im at ait. im having fun. boot camp was a cake walk. i have to go now ill post my address at a later time<3 all m friends

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 16:02:57 GMT

Alright this is it....my last Livejournal entry for prob awahile.

I want to thank all my friends. honestly i dont know where i would be right now if i didnt have such amazing friends. FOr the people that came to my going away party thanx.. jason and ryan didnt know about it becuase i lacked the fact to tell them...And the people that didnt show up...honestly.. you say your my friend? wtf FUCK YOU.... im over it tho...i leave for bootcamp tomerrow at 2...then its 25weeks of pure bliss..once my mom or one of my friends have my address i will have thenm post it on here so if you did give a shit...you can write me cause i am not makeing the effort. I cant belive the day has finally came...im excited and yet scared at the same time....mixed emotions ROCK! yea i love everyone

The past 4 days have been amazing...
wareped tour with leah perfect

last night perfect again

my life is good and im going to be doing somthing that is prob the best choice for me...im going to come back sexy.. DEAL WITH THAT!!! i can;)

my mom told me to pack the clohtes that i wanted and put them aside...NOT DOING IT..

ill say it one more
Thank You to
Ryan -easily my best friend ever through all the bad times.. you were there
JAAAASIN...your to funny i love you alot<3
Leah and Jen..to peas in a pod my other 1/2's thanks for standing by my side
Brittany Sarah and Sam.I know i havnt known you that well but you made a huge impact in my life
Kt-ive known you for 3247263784623 years..im bound to see you when im in WA<3
Justine-the girl i can never have cause she well to perfect for me.. Ill see you when i goto FL <3
if i have forgot you i am sorry i just cant really think right now but if you were ever my friend i have one thing to say

THANK You<3

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 04:31:40 GMT

out of all my friend i thought i had...i want to thank the people that came to my going away party

Leah Mae Joy
Jennifer Rose Diflores
Sarah Zylak
Brittany Loveless
Sam Fornier
Matthew Murphy
Allison Davis
Matthew Murray....

yea thanx to everyone else

i leave on wednesday cause i gotta stay the night at boston..so yea if you fucking care about me at all. make an effort. im done trying. OUT FUCKER

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 06:39:24 GMT

so my going away party is 6-10 or earlier if no one shows up or later if people do show up. yea i dont know whose comeing....i dont care who comes..like i said if you like me come.. my mom says matthew no more then 15 people...FUCK YOU MOM im levin kthnx

ne questions on how to get to my house or ne thing

603-289-1239
painmakesitbettr

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 18:08:10 GMT

Alright kids. i need address and emails and all that jazz.im filling in my address book..SO I CAN WRITE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kbye

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 19:00:11 GMT

18 bone shattering days!

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 05:08:36 GMT

WELL WELL.... 19 dyas to go...WOOOO

im going to try and have a going away party august 13th...its a sat...and like 02347 days away...soo if you can get it off from work and make it ...that will be swell....
WHOSE INVITED YOU ASK!?

if i know you..and you like me....then well guess what...YOUR INVITED YAY!!! but if i dont like you...i willask you to leave...no offense or ne thing but thas how it is....ne questions or ne thing...

painmakesitbettr...im me or
603-289-1239 you can call me...plans arent certin so ill keep people updated!

as dave would say about it

D x McDoo: that would be fresh man

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 17:51:27 GMT

painmakesitbettr....thas my sn....if you dont have it...ya do now!

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 15:50:39 GMT

So my new ship-out date is August 18th 05.....South CAROLINA COME ON AND RAISE UP!

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 05:28:01 GMT

sooo....yea instead of leaving march 2nd like orignally planned....the army is yet again beating around the bush and saying...O you might have to leave next month....um k MAKE UP URFUCKINGMIND K thnx bye

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 20:21:25 GMT

I JUST SHOT A FUCKING GUN...im addicted

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 01:34:35 GMT

i leave for bootcamp march 2nd...no one cares i guess.

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 17:15:59 GMT

well well well...guess whose back? yea thas me!!! my modem is fixed...
yea about the army....
i have news for all of you

if you wantt o know it let me know...kbye

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 06:05:10 GMT

well..well...well...where have i been?
FAR AWAY...my modem...died...so ive been waiting for comcast to come fix it...so sometime next week i should be back on my computer...right now im being sneaky and useing my rents WICKED fast computer...yea sweet huh

yea my life is the same nothing new...met some new people...met some old people
saw war of the worlds and batman begains...WOW im better thenyou<3

yea im getting a car...
FUCK YOUR MOUTH suck ass

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 04:26:56 GMT

Congrats class of 05'

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 07:14:57 GMT

SOOOO
i worked
hung out at tbell for a few
GOT THE JOB AT ABERCROMBIE&FITCH
went to a park with some beautiful ladies.
played lava tag for like 10 min
andy bills fucked him self up on a walkway thing
other people showed up
they left
police came.
we left
MCDONALDS!!
racial slurs
guns
oi oi oi
home<3
orientation tomerrow<3 then
MORE WORK AT BLOCKBUSTER!!t
then hanging out with shannon again?
hmm thas her call
NIGHT

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 09:22:31 GMT

o and 1 more thing
i say kayleigh<--sp? and casey today WOW there fun.
ktnx

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 09:20:09 GMT

abercombie interview
shopping spree
hair cut
hung out with the gang
jason got a tattoo
SO GOOD.
hung out with shannon M till about 430am
hung out with andy bills from 430 to about....515am.....andy your crazy

i had a fun friday....lets hope saturday is just as fun...specially after work:-D

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 02:31:33 GMT

so i found out this morning that my dad had to goto the emergency room....wtf...nothing serious tho but it scares me..... :-/

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 06:49:07 GMT

I'm sitting here stuck between full throttle and the full force of the emergency brake, my blood alive with endorphins while my body is already asleep. What part of my brain is typing is a mystery, but stranger things have happened. And may happen again if I don't make tonight's deadline.